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why try to be friends with the person who doesn't wanna be friends with you, when you have friends who actually wanna be friends with you
i don't understand myself sometimes
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[30 Jul 2004|12:31pm] |
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yesterday ... yesterday i woke up at katies house to her yelling out to her mom asking if her computer came yet.. it didn't ); then we sat around until i left..and came home and ran and when i got home i got a call from katie saying she finally got her computer (: then online i talked to stacie about how our horse Kujo died because two kids decided to try to do something(?) to them and Kulo got scared and ran into the steel gate and died instantly because of the impact because she wasn't big enough to jump it ): her pap found footprints down by the barn and grumpypuss (the other horse) was there limping while kujo was laying dead by the gate...and her pap cried... i don't understand what fun you would get from scaring two horses but alright.. on the way there my dad told me that he got me and katie tim mcgraw tickets for the 28th so i had to call her and she pretty much had a heart attack haha then we went to the wings off where we avoided stacies stalker the best we could (: and then she took a picture of a big banana and then we stood in line for 50 minutes to get six wings with two annoying kids behind us.. and then we had to like run to fe fi's because it was already 9:15 and her mom was gunna be really mad.. then her mom dropped me off here and katie came over and we talked some more about the tim concert (; i told her that she couldn't come if she wouldn't come see the village with me (: i was just kidding though (;... nobody wants to see that movie! i woke up after i really horrible dream.. well not horrible that kind that are really good but then you wake up and its not true so it just kinda crushes you ): now i'm sitting here bored again... bye <3 me stacie- i hate the pictures in your journal (;
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[25 Jul 2004|07:32pm] |
yesterday.. me and missy went to mallorys friends graduation party.. we felt really awkward because we knew absolutely no one... we sat by ourselves and ate... and then we didn't know what to do since we didn't know anyone so we ate some more (: then we got really bored so we decided to walk to my house from the party (jenna somethings) at first we thought we were right beside laurens but we soon found out we weren't anywhere near her house.. so we walked along the deserted road with our lays haha and then we got to sheetz and i got a hot chocolate (: then we walked to her house and couldn't get inside so we tried to open the window but then decided to stop trying because of the incident at the mulhollems (; so then we walked up to my house... then we went on another run ... after around 9 we really wanted to go swimming but we wanted to go in a heated pool so we walked past drew and his friend and he said we could swim and that they probably would later.. then we had to jog to her house because it was starting to get dark missy was excited because we were going to hang out with 20 year olds hahah(: by the time she got her stuff and we were ready to walk back up to drews it was really dark so we took screw drivers with us and we decided to go back up the woods way so my parents wouldn't see us walking in the dark then we got to this really dark part of the woods and we heard something so i started running and then there was a line of pine trees so i decided to run through them and there must have a been a brick or something because i tripped and almost fell and then i yelled for missy to watch out but she was running to fast and she like flew through the pine trees and tripped hahah.. maybe you had to be there.. then we went to drews and went swimming while his friend jummped off the roof into the pool (: then we got really cold so we got out and mallory drove us home.. where we watched john q and then missy fell asleep on me so i texted katie a million times and used all her minutes (; today was really boring... i got up went on a run then took a shower.. talked to stacie and katie online while listening to old music (: and then i had to go out to eat at pellys and now here i am waiting for someone to get home ): well i'm gunna go find something to do <3 ChElSeY
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[23 Jul 2004|01:21am] |
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today i my cousins woke me up at 12 and i went down stairs and helped them make lunch... then i got online for most of te day and then me and katie got into a fight.. it was actually alittle funny.. and then we fixed it and talked about alot of the same stuff we always talk about.. then after me courtney and katie made plans to go to the wing off around 5 i went for a run by myself ): because missy wasn't home... while i was running i heard how far and montgomery (: then i came home and got a shower and then i was getting yelled at by my mother because of something my asshole-needs-to-move-out-of-the-house sister did and my mom was making a big deal about how no one was home to eat the dinner ? yea i think she overacts a tad.. she actually started to cry about something and she was yelling at me and i got mad at first and then i felt awkward so i ate all the chicken on the plate ): when i didn't want to eat any then courtneys mom picked me up and there was a bad awkward silence.. and then we picked up katie and went to the wing off.. where courtney found out she doesn't like big group gatherings haha so we left the big crowd and as we were walking out courtney had a lemonade and the ugly lady police officer and came over and asked if it was lemonade or alcohol and she stuck her big nose hairs in the drink like she was going to smell it ?!? and then some really weird guys was talking to courtney and then we walked around more and had to make a quick turn to avoid someone : / then my dad picked us up at the wing off and took us to unimart and we got some food (: katie and courtney got some wings, hot pockets, and doughnuts.. and i got some good ice cream.. then my dad took us all to katies where we sat, ate out food, talked, and watched t.v then courtney and kelsey got into a little squirmish...(?) but they are good now (: and then me courtney and kelsey went to kelseys aunt debbies to get her retainer and we met their two dogs penny and julie or something like that... they were smellers... then we came back home and i listened to the cd em made katie and it was really good especially number three.. beautiful mess and then kelsey was watching this sex show with this old lady... this gerbal is bad BAD but this clipper bug is good (; hahah right kelsey and now we are watching some crossing over show or something... well i'm gunna go bye -me
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alright, well today i woke we woke up at like 11 even tho we didn't go to sleep until 6 but we couldn't really get to sleep because kaitlyn sue decides to go delirious on us and start laughing really loud about nothing... then when we woke up kelsey left to go to her paps and me and katie sat around, watched country videos and talked for 3 hours and then missy came up and joined us and then after a while katie went home because kelsey wanted her to see her braces because she got them off today... then at 4 me and missy went to see i, robot.... the best movie in the world (: it was sooo good... and will smith is really hott (: there were these guys in front of us who were like high and homeless and they were really weird.. one got in the car and one started walking over to toys r us or something ...? and then we went over to the mall where we found sarah after we ate our chinese which didn't have hair in it this time thankfully we walked around and when we were walking to shenk and title to look at swimming caps we heard a couple guys talking behind us..... "shiiitt" "look at that ass" "whoaa" and then they made some really disturbing noises and then they said " whats your number baby" and the entire time we don't know who they are talking to... and then missy turned around and they go "why you frettin girl, why you frettin" .. frettin ???? well then we got really scared so we walked in and just stood there and then we left and walked around some more and it was bad because i didn't even know what they looked like.. but i found out that they were wearing these big baggy clothes with those thingers on there heads and they were really really disgusting looking.. and then when we were about to walk down the escalator we saw them coming up so we turned to go to pennys real quick but they saw us and they go "those are the girls that ain't feelin us" and then they yell to us " why ain't you girls feelin us?.. hold up" "HOLD UP" "they're movin" as me and missy start running into pennys were we thought we were going to get in trouble because all the old ladies were glaring at us for running ... but i couldn't help it they were freaking me out.. so then we went into the girls bathroom then we came out and later when we were in a line at auntie annes and we saw them alittle bit away but we stayed in line and then i felt something like touch or like rub up against my hood ????but i didn't turn around because i knew they were there and then the kid showed up on the other side pretending to get a napkin or something ?!?!? and then i guess we offended them when we ran into pennys hahah and they walked past and go " eff them" "eff them" "that one ain't even lookin good" (who knows which on) and i couldn't help but laugh but then they walked away and then later we ran into sarahs mom and missy and sarah told her about them and sarahs mom was going to go to a security gaurd or something because she saw them harassing another girl calling her black or something?? but then we see them with another group of kids being escorted out of the mall by 3 or 4 security guards hahah and sarahs mom goes over and says "i hope you are escorting them out" and the guys says that they are and asks if she know who they are and sarahs mom goes" no BUT THEY ARE FOLLOWING MY GIRLS! " haha it was funny you had to be there.. then i came home and me and missy went on a run and then we went down to her house for alittle and watched dicky roberts and then tom brough me home and now here i am sitting with my cousins danielle and jackie watching charlies angels we just got done watching ricky lee's video i always make everyone watch that (: well i'm going to go bye <3 me
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guys... thanks for listening to me (:
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today was just one of those days that i love summer (: it was just so well summery if thats even a word... at first i got up at like 11:30 and then me and missy went on a run to fe fi's and back... i'm known as "the animal" now... we are actually sticking to running this time (: then i came home and layed out and watched country music videos from the back porch... although it didn't really work... well it never does...then i was supposed to go see i, robot... i really wanna see that... with missy but the rides got all mixed up and then i walked down to katies with kelsey thayer and at katies we talked and walked to fe fi's like every other day... then we went back to her house and played apples to apples (best game ever(; . ..) with kelsey, kristie, josh and jess... kelsey put anne frank was dangerous? and josh said that was immoral ... well you kinda had to be there... then my mom picked me katie and kelsey up and brought us to my house and on the way there katie told my parents about chris and that turned into a big thing with kelsey hitting me with her purse by the time we got out of the car.... then we watched degrassi and then kelsey called chris and i wasn't sure about him at first... but after a while me and kelsey were talking to him and katie came upstairs and got online and he seems really nice.... even tho they say i have baby hands and a baby voice ): even tho they said that wasn't a bad thing yea right....we talked for almost 2 and a half hours we talked about germans and italians... i learned alot actually (: it was fun... we decided we were all going to go on a run and then end up carrying kelsey haha but thats ok....he told kelsey she was good looking haha (; then around 1 he had to go cuz he gets up everyday to run at 6:30! talk about crazy... then me katie and kelsey got to talking about highschool and how we are really excited... then we got to talking about how some people need to face reality ... we talked alot haha (: ... then we talked about school clothes shopping (: then we started talking about grandma mary (you better get better SOON) and that was just a tad depressing and then we were talking about dying (pleasant thoughts) then we .. well actually kelsey talked about secret windows window or something...then we talked about some bad well really good hahah memories but they just arn't too pleasant to bring up now ): even tho i will never forget... and they said some things that made me alittle upset but thats alright cuz they are my friends (: and i knew they didn't mean anything.. then we actually talked about who we would die for.. weird huh?... we always talk alot but its fun (: then kelsey and katie got hungry so we came upstairs and made bagel bites... and now here i am dreading having to do the rest of my exercises and katie and kelsey are watching some more country videos joe nichols (; .... now i'm going to go well actually i might join kelsey in painting her nails (: well bye <3 me
kelsey and katie.. thanks sooo much for always being there to talk to about ya know (: sorry i have to talk about him so much i just can't stop i don't know why.. but you guys are always there to listen and make me laugh (: oh yea and we are always going to be friends and katie next time you say we arn't i'm going to punch you for real... you know how much i can beat you up (: .... (4 dots)
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Today i got up at missys around 11, we were supposed to get up at 9 and run but that didn't really work. Then rhonda brought me home so i could get a shower, and then in the car my sister decided to tell us how she was going to get her drivers license on her 16th birthday ? huh?.... then me and missy went to the gourmet buffet where the chinese people wear weird yellow outfits for some reason, and me and missy got to talking about powerrangers and how the black one was in the black suit and the chinese one was in the yellow suit, i still don't really get it,then we saw a really really hott chinese guy, then we went to gab's and the mall, where i decided to start singing some song that came on and banging my head when some kid decided to look over at us, he gave me a really weird look. Then my mom picked us up and dropped missy off. Then me and missy walked down to katies, and kelsey thayer was there, she told us about chris. Then we listened to 98 degrees and backstreet boys, all this old music starting to get on my nerves, but anyway then missy went home to have crablegs and shrimp haha and me kelsey,katie, and kelsey walk to fe fi's where there was this really weird guy on the phone : / we bought prezels (: then we walked home and talked about high school, and chris , and something else i don't want to bring up because its beyond freakin gross, see guys i said that stuff in 8th grade for a reason (; anyway then katie and kelsey came up to my house while me and kelsey thayer went on a run, avoiding someones house (; so they didn't think we were stalking them, then we stopped at her house to get a drink of water because we were really sweaty and then we walked back up to my house where she told kelsey and katie bye and left.. then me and katie waited for someone to get on but he never did... so we talked to my cousin.... then we watched degrassi, then kelsey called her dad and told him they couldn't come home because we were snowed in but he didn't fall for it (: then we chucked food at her becuase she was hungry for rice crispy treats and we didn't have any, and i drank a whole like gallon of crystal light and katie ate my famous pancakes (: then around 11 their dad picked them up and now here i am sitting here bored out of my mind well i'm going to go talk for a while bye <3 me
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have you ever loved somebody so much it makes you cry have you ever needed something so bad you can't sleep at night have you ever tried to find the words but they just don't come out right have you ever? -thanks brandy hahah (: that pretty much sums it up
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well so far today has been pretty boring, we didn't wake up until about 11:30 because we didn't fall asleep until 5. we woke up, yelled at lauren for thinking she knows everything, then courtney, missy, and lauren went home, then after awhile i got dressed and went down to missy to workout (: we listened to some girl rich-a-che or something who said choo chee or something, (one of the most annoying songs i've heard) then we heard any man of mine by shania and we talked about home haylee used to dance and sing to that in 7th grade. Then sarah came over and we did tae bo... where billy's wearing his clothes alittle too tight.. and then we did mtv grind workout with this really cute (of course) gay guy....after we were done we watched i love the 90's....then i came back home and now here i am sitting here being bored waiting for a call from katie. i'm really bored now and i have nothing to do since i came back from missys.... sometimes i just feel awkward there when they are together, i feel like i'm not supposed to be there, that i was just invited because i had already asked her to do something, you know the unwated feeling hahah stupid right? ... sometimes i just feel like i'm losing one of my best friends. i think its going to storm ): great anyway i'm going to go bye <3 me
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well, i'm siting here while missy's watching music videos, laurens listening to here mp3 thing, and courtney is doing some sort of dance. i was in philedalphia this morning and there was one incident where my 4 year old cousin's "thing" was getting longer and his mom had to tell him not to worry and that soon it would go back to normal....hmm still figuring that one out....i just got back from the beach. it kinda sucks having to come back to boring altoona....courtney and lauren got here around 10:30 and we decided to run around out side and scare my sister so bad they ended up baracaded inside a bed room, while courtney ran around with a frankenstein mask, and me and lauren threw splash bombs at the windows... then missy came over....and we listened to 98 degrees, backstreet boys, and nsync. then we came upstairs and threw pancakes filled with sprinkles, raisins, chocolate and peanutbutter chips at each other and made a big mess.... but it was worth it (: missy just found a piece in her hair....before they got here courtney had an encounter with "chester" who spanked her butt and told her to felx her buttox more....uh huh.... still trying to figure out what going on in that mans head....then missy read to us about a grandma dying in her dinner or something like that and mike who reads alone.....umm katie called me from maryland and told me about dunney and his hearts (;i hope you have better luck than me. haha but you never should have done that in 7th grade to start with! ahhh then me and missy discussed why gay guys are always really cute and they dress really nice... and why some gayy guy was stalking her....a female? huh anyway degrassi's on so i'm going to go watch it will missy, lauren, and courtney bye by the way (four dots.... every time(: ) <3 me
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